(Source: ernestoyerena)

when i was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. when I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. i wrote down ‘happy’. they told me i didn’t understand the assignment, and i told them they didn’t understand life.

john lennon

i awoke the dawn. saw horses growing out the lawn.

yellow dress.

yellow dress.

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chaplinnn:

hungry ghost
STRFKR 

“if you are aware of a state which you call ‘is,’ or reality, or life, this implies another state called ‘isn’t’ or illusion, or unreality, or nothingness, or death. there it is, you can’t know one without the other. and so, as to make life poignant, it’s always got to come to an end. that is exactly, don’t you see, what makes it lively. liveliness is change, is motion.” -alan watts

(Source: abitlikecoco)

bedtime.

bedtime.

loves.

loves.

aquarium. 

aquarium. 

knowing a little accounting and financial reporting can be very, very satisfying. yes, it does all come out right at the end, and there is real beauty and poetry in its structure.

stuckness

is about diffused focus. it’s about focusing what on what is easiest - not on what feels best. it’s eaiser to observe what is and have a knee jerk emotional response to it… than it is to conjure an emotion that feels better

‎you get your intuition back when you make space for it, when you stop the chattering of the rational mind. the rational mind doesn’t nourish you. you assume that it gives you the truth, because the rational mind is the golden calf that this culture worships, but this is not true. rationality squeezes out much that is rich and juicy and fascinating.

close enough.

close enough.

making faces.

making faces.

fear

i will not fight my ego, i will witness it.
this is the highest form of human intelligence-
to observe yourself without judgement.

today, i will observe my fear,
and my witnessing of it will transform it into love.